-=- 'Nitescence' Paint by Nerialka. -=-
About.
Can Artist's attitude influence perceptions of the Art work?
i know it's true, when i was in deep life's crisis, when family matters & mental ilness made me depressed - my friend Nerialka supported me enough to recover, to not suicide.
She cared for me with nice words, with good advice, manners without fault & friendly attitude for about a year.
We talked via internet, she's from France, i live in Poland.
This was enough for me to recover, to get out of my home, to seek life's meaning in Buddhism.
i worked hard, Professionally as a Computer Programmer / Analyst for about 5 years then had another crisis.
i felt i should repay my karmic-debt at least a little before i suicide, so i bought two of her paints - 'Nitescence' & 'Analysis Complete'.
More of meditation followed, i brought to the Stupa House Buddhist Center in Warsaw - asking if there's place for this Beautiful Art.
Unfortunately Buddhist Centers accept only Holy Thangka Art, yet Artist & Teacher Rafał Olech praised this Art Paint.
... i think that my 'Nitescence' Paint was blessed by Buddhist Center, and that Buddhist Center was blessed by Paint's presence as well.
... but perhaps it was too impolite to offer Paint to a Holy Place without Artist's acknowledgement ... i was hinted that in the Buddhist Center.
Then more of meditation followed, i gained hope to carry on - and soon i should be working again, as a Mental Health Assistant, this time. i finished a 240-hours course & got diploma for that.
... so the Artist, Nerialka represents something - i think she's compassionate, modest, nice, quiet & altruistic person, at least.
What about Art's work, the 'Nitescence' paint?
i think it has great style, it makes me think about painful purifications that lead to Liberation - like a toxic tear that leaves the beautiful eye.
i love the imaginary runes, mysterious touch in this art ... as well as a nice colours choice.
i love art with feminite eyes as well, i think it's beautiful & deep to praise perceptions, women's gentleness & perfection that way.
... perhaps i am a little biased in Artist's choice, but when Artist is worthy - this naturally occurs.
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... this Art ... 'Liberation from Loneliness', is it worth to meditate?
... is it worth to live without Nerialka?
... i think not - even that i love a buddhist woman more than Nerialka - it still matters.
... a quiet friendship at a distance is best often, not only in my case.
... i think it's better to be close in mind, in mind-state, than rape beautiful women with too close body proximity without loving mind, without loving eyes.
... there's the difference between 'feeling love', and 'loving truly', 'fighting for love', i believe, think, and feel.
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Interlingual Word-Plays.
| PL: | EN: | FR: |
| I.Z.M.R.: i Zmrok. |
Nitescence: and Nightfall. |
Nitescence: et se transforme en nuit. |
| Zmrok i blask. | Nightfall and glow. | Tombée de la nuit et lueur. |
I.Z.M.R.: Isabelle Meuriot.
/ read as: IZabelle MeuRiot /.
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